Messed up mind
Well has today been a load of fun? the answer is NO, when you try and forget about the night before but all you can do is think about whats happend. Why is it when someone says that you might love someone and you say that you dont, they manage to get in you mind and mess things up and make you not sure what you feel anymore and the person who your meant to feel these feeling for doesn’t tell you how they feel. Its horriable. I’ve met up with the guy before and its never bothered me before but for some reason this time it bothers me that he’s not texting back and that for the first time in a year i have actually felt lost in my feelings for them. I should be used to how they act after we have met up because they normally don’t talk for a bit but this time i thought that things would have been different becuase i thought that he had, for the first time in 3 years, told me how he felt but now i’m not too sure. How can you find out someones feeling for you without asking them? is there such a way? How can i ask whats going on without saying those words becuase that all i seam to do and they always seam to choose to ignore appart for the first time in ages when they told me that there is a chance for a future but they don’t know when they will be ready!! I’m just confused on how i feel now! People love to throw the confusiong thoughts in the wood works when you think you have things all figured out. What can i do i just dont know anymore?!?!?!?!?
